Yes exactly! And like, ugh the whole thing is just SO MESSED UP, Sarah buried Bryce and lost Chuck and I don't think Chuck...gets it. I REALLY WISH HE HADN'T SAID THAT STUPID THING ABOUT WANTING TO SAVE THE WORLD OR WHATEVER, ugh it just sounded so selfish. WHY COULDN'T HE HAVE JUST SAID THAT HE COULDN'T LEAVE HIS SISTER AND HIS BROTHER-IN-LAW AND HIS FRIENDS? Then I wouldn't be so fucking bitter. OH MY GOD THOUGH, BROODING SPY SEX WITH BONUS FEELINGS AND SUBSEQUENT PANIC/ANGST OVER THEIR FEELINGS, DO WANT. IF WE GET NOTHING ELSE FROM THIS ARC, I AT LEAST WANT A REALLY ATTRACTIVE, WELL-LIT, WELL-SOUNDTRACKED SEX SCENE. Considering that the Sarah/Shaw thing will undoubtedly end in pain, I THINK THE WRITERS COULD AT LEAST GIVE ME THAT.

YOU'RE ~IN MY THOUGHTS~ BB, tbh I'm super impressed that you're even attempting. Of course, I can barely make toast, sooooo. EVERYTHING COOKING/BAKING-RELATED IS IMPRESSIVE TO ME. I legit fuck up the Lipton soup like every other time I make it, I'm constantly getting the number of cups of water wrong. EMBARRASSING BUT TRUE.